Connor Hogg

If I could wish upon a star
I would wish for you back here
I know you're happy where you are
But I miss you and want you near

Although I see you everyday
In my thoughts and in my dreams
I miss you more than words can say
It just gets worse, it seems

I try to be strong for others around
But all I want to do is cry
I just sit for hours by myself
And ask the question 'Why'?

It's the strongest pain I've ever felt
I don't think I could describe it
Although I try, I do my best
I don't think that I can hide it

My life will never be the same
That's why it's hard to bear
Because since the day you left us
I think that life's not fair

Some things seem not to matter now
Even things that mattered before
You have no idea what I would give
To make this pain less sore

People say we'll meet again
And yes I know that's true
But I wish it didn't have to be this way
Because you know how much I miss you

I love you with all my heart and soul
And there's one thing you need to know
There's not one person in the human race
That could ever take your place...

Ed's Family (Friend) February 21, 2009

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Angel castles in the sky x
Way up in heavens garden
There's a magical castle in the sky
Where god places our little angels,
And teaches them to fly
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The girls become sweet princesses,
And dance the day away
The boys are charming prince's
In this wondrous land of play
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The castle is made of lollipops
And of all things that are sweet
There's a river made of angels tears,
For them to dip their tiny feet,
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The angel tears are not tears of sadness.
They are tears of joy
To see such sights is happiness
For the chosen Angel girl or boy

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For as you know, not all angels
Are picked to grace this castle in the sky
Only the tiny cherub prince's and princesses,
And here's the reason why
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God has a place for all he takes
And puts them where they he deems
The little cherubs need a world of play
A land filled full of dreams
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A place where they can play all day
And slide down rainbows so bright
swing from the stars if they desire
Then light the star lamps up at night
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Its now they huddle close together
And some may take a snooze
Only if they wish to
Its up to them to choose
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The ones that are not asleep
Are sending down their love
To you, direct from moon beams
They guide from up above
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So be happy for your special cherub
From the soft clouds they will never fall
For anything good that they may wish for
Comes true here, anything at all

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Its in the castle they will stay
with angels of their kind
until its their turn to open the castle gate
and its their mummy that they find

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The only thing that they must do then
whilst waving goodbye to angel friends
Is walk to paradise with mummy
Just beyond the rainbows end.

lots of love auntie franny xxxx

Frances Mum Of Laura Cameron (Auntie) February 15, 2009

I said a prayer for you today.
I hope you didn't mind.
I asked the Lord to comfort you
and put your tears behind.

I prayed for peace and mercy, too,
to help you through each day,
And for His loving guidance
as He leads you on your way.

You need not walk this path alone
so I prayed He'd hold your hand,
and offer you some guidance
in a way you'll understand.

I asked Him for little miracles
and to bless you every day.
Keep searching for the Rainbows -
and let Him light your way.

Ed's Family (Friend) February 8, 2009

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Ed's Family (Friend) February 1, 2009

Last night at bedtime I looked out
to say goodnight to you
and out the window through the clouds
a star came shining through...

It sparkled and it twinkled
like a precious diamond stone
it looked as if it winked at me
and I felt less alone...

On earth we can see starlight
even if the star has gone
and though you are not with me
your light still does shine on...

So though I cannot kiss your face
or hug you oh so tight
I'll look to Heaven, see a star
and whisper your goodnight...

Ed's Family (Friend) January 31, 2009

I am your little angel
and I'm sent from far away
To cheer you up if you are sad
or had a rotten day.

So when you find a home for me
make sure that it is near,
For when you to need to talk things out
I can lend an ear.

I'm here to make you smile
when you feel a little blue,
Just look into my eyes
and I'll smile right back at you.


Or when your feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care,
Remember angels do,
and we are everywhere.


If you are scared and don't feel safe,
and don't know what to do,
talk to me
and I will get you through.

Now find that special place for me
deep inside your heart,
And I will always be there for you
no matter how far apart

Frances Mum Of Laura Cameron (Auntie) January 28, 2009

I had a lovely dream last night; I thought it had come true,
God said I made a big mistake; your Angel belongs to you.
I put my arms around you, and I held you really tight,
I told you how we cried for you, every day and every night...

Then in my dream you turned and smiled, just like you used to do,
You said 'all your pain is over now; God gave me back to you'.
It was such a lovely, happy dream; I wanted it to last,
But something had to wake me and my lovely dream had passed...

Ed's Family (Friend) January 24, 2009

MEMORIES
I opened up a box one day
What treasures did I find!
Letters and some photographs
Of days we left behind
I drifted back to yesterday
The thought was oh, so clear
For just a moment, anyway
It felt like you were here
I smile when I think of you
Sometimes I cry so much
I'm all alone without you now
I crave to feel your touch
But God had other plans for you
An Angel he did find
So now my box of memories
Is all that's left behind

Frances Mum Of Laura Cameron (Auntie) January 24, 2009

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it, just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there...

Ed's Family (Friend) January 20, 2009

May God grant you always...
A sunbeam to warm you,
A moonbeam to charm you,
A sheltering Angel so nothing can harm you.
Laughter to cheer you.
Faithful friends near you.
And whenever you pray... Heaven to hear you...

Ed's Family (Friend) January 16, 2009